Saturday, August 15, 2009


everybody change,agree?
theres a friend of mine,
who turn into someone i didnt knw,
she used to be someone i know really well,
someone who i quite close with during my pdt life,

theres something that she told someone,
something that can actually trigger a fight btween two pple,
she told someone about something my friend said,
and i was there when my friend said something to her,
bt it no where near what she claim he was saying,
im quite dissapointed with her right nw,
why do she need to add up the story,
i cant understand,

im busy with my life right now that i doesnt have time to bother what she said,
i don't even care anymore,
cz right nw,its all about me,
i need to concentrate on my life :)

Friday, July 3, 2009

tragic death

i sleep too much during this holiday,
and i do dream when i sleep,
i dream of my old friends,my old enemies,my old fear,my past,
but once i wake up from my dream,
i feel pain in my chest,
and im thinking about death,
if you could choose how you would end your life,
how would it be?
die alone on the bed or die when you're with your friends,
you choose to die due to heart attack,or just collapse and die that instant?

well,if i could choose how i would die,
if i were meant to be dead around my age right now,
i would choose to be dead due to heart failure when i'm around my friends,

and i were meant to be dead when im old,
i choose to be dead in peace alone on my bed,
cause i assume when i was old,i have achieved everything i could,
so be dead peacefully will be the best dead,

err,is this count as a pray?
i don't really want to die,
there's a lot of thing to do,
i do hope i live long enough for me to achieve something i want

Monday, June 15, 2009

teenager's problem

hello world!!
im posting here to ask for a solution 4 this friend of mine..
u see..
i hav dis one vry good friend..about 4 months ago he met with dis one girl.became vry close to her in that period.they kept texting each other.and in that short time he fell in love with dat girl.

The problem is dat the gurl already hav a bf.both dis gurl n my friend really love each other.
dis is one thing i don't could the gurl fall in love with my friend if she already hav a bf?
weird huh..haha..
eventually the gurl's bf found out about her close relationship with my friend.the gurl had some quarreling with her bf..the gurl then told about dis to my friend which made my friend felt guilty.

Now,my friend is trying to avoid n forget about the gurl.he stopped texting the gurl n evrytime they walked past each other my friend did not even say 'hi' to her.he is really trying to forget about dis gurl.he tried to forget and avoid the gurl drastically.

But by doing all this the gurls close friends started to question about my friend's actions.they feel dat it is to friend is now lost.he just doesn't know what to do now.he asked me for a solution that could really help him.

But i'm not really good at dealing with this kind of problem.problems that involves relationship.
all i know is that this kind of relationship only brings pain and despair.
haha..i just dunnoe what to tell to my friend.

So what do u think??can u help me by giving me some solutions so that i can help my friend.
he's desperate.